Then I run to the bathroom, closed the door and locked it.

" Aria, open the damn door or you will deeply regret it.!"- he said.

I didn't answer. I didn't either opened the door. I'm literally shaking. Why am I so stupid? I knew this would happen, he isn't like Kade. For a few seconds there was completely silence and I thought maybe he left.

But he kicked the door so hard it slammed against the wall and woods splattered everywhere. If I said his expressions were furious before, now it's murderous.

Then he marched towards me. I screamed. There's nowhere for me to run.

He grabbed  my hair in a tight painful grip and dragged me out of the bathroom and threw me on the bed. He lifted his hand and slapped me on the left side of my face, then on the right side. He didn't hit me that hard but it still hurts.

  then grabbed my  hair and threw me to the floor. I groaned as my body was slammed against the hard tiles. I saw his feet walking towards me and he lifted his left foot kicking me in the ribs. I groaned in pain but I don't think he broke any. But still it hurts.

" Are you going to test my patience every day?"- he growled as he sat on his knees and grabbed my chin, making me look at him.

" I told you everytime you don't obey I will punish you and you play with my nerves and patience every day."- he snarled, his grip on my chin painful.

" What are you hoping for Aria?"

He let go off my chin just to grab my jaw.

" I'm not Kade, I'm not Colin, I'm not Logan. Don't test my fucking patience everyday or I  will show you what true pain is,"

  Then he lifted me by the hair and dragged me out of the bedroom, his grip tight but not painful.

He's still very angry. We went downstairs to the dining room. He pushed me forward and I nearly fell but managed to stand on my feet. I  know  it's stupid and reckless but I'm so angry with him right now I want to scream and yell and hit him back. The men have already started eating and they lifted their heads to look at us. I don't know if I got my courage from them.

“ Why do you always hit me?“- i screamed at Silas. I'm so tired of his abuse. I'm not his fucking personal punching bag.

“ And why do you always have to disobey me?“- he growled. This motherfucker.

“ You can't force me to eat, if I don't want to fucking it then I don't. Why are you being like this?“- i screamed again as I wiped my tears.

“ If I tell you to do something you will do it without questioning me,“- he raised his voice, the veins on his neck and forehead bulging.

He's mad, but I'm madder.

" You can't order me around like a fucking dog,"

" Watch your mouth,"- he roared making me flinch.

He took a deep breath " I told you upstairs don't test my patience but you don't learn, do you? Obey Aria, or I will hurt you badly,"- although his voice was softer he was still angry with me. And I believe him. I believe he can hurt worse than a few slaps.

“ I thought you were better that this fucking rapist,”- i snarled as I pointed at Logan.

For a moment everyone froze but a noise of a chair scraping backwards was heard and Logan got up from his chair. My breath was heavy. Logan glared at me.

" What did you just say?"- his voice was soft but you could see the storm growing.

" Why are you glaring at me, isn't it true?" I've kept my mouth shut for far too long. " Didn't you force yourself in me and said that you don't give a fuck if you're raping me? Huh?"

He clenched his sharp jaw. " Fucking answer"- i yelled at him. He clenched his fist and closed his eyes but didn't came near me. When he opened his eyes they have softened a little. He turned around and grabbed the back of his chair with both of his hands. His knuckles turned white from how hard he was gripping it and I thought for a moment that he would throw it on my head. But he didn't, he took a few deep breaths. I wish I could read what was going on his mind.

Does he regret it or does he think about forcing me again just to prove a point?

But he didn't said anything, instead Silas walked towards me.

“ Are you done?“- he asked me. I moved my eyes from Logan to Silas. The vein on his forehead still bulging.

“ Why are you so cruel?“- my voice is soft, like a broken whisper. I want to cry, and I'm trying so hard to hold it together. But I won't cry, I won't give him the satisfaction of seeing me break on my knees in front of him. They've taken so much from me but they won't break me. I'm stronger than that. I have to be. They can fuck me and hit me as much as they want, I won't break.

He lets out a small laugh, a laugh that didn't reach his eyes. A cold, heartless laugh.

“ Cruel, you think I'm cruel with you?"- he said as he took a step towards me.

“ Do you really want to see how cruel I am?“- he growled as he stopped in front of me. I didn't spoke nor did I look at his eyes. My eyes were at his chest.

“ Answer me!“- he shouted making me flinch. I've pushed his buttons enough for today, and if I continue to push he's going to hurt me badly. I don't want that.

“ No,”- i whisper. And I hope I never get to see that side of him. He terrifies me on a daily basic, I don't want to imagine how much more violent he could get.

He sighed and he grabbed my arm, pulled my chair and  slammed me to it.

Logan sat down too. My ribs hurt a little but it's not unbearable.

  Then the servant came and put a plate full of vegetables in front of me.

Fucking great.

" What a healthy breakfast,"

They noticed my sarcasm but no one said anything. I looked at Kade and Colin and surprise, they're glaring at me too.

I glare back, a fuck you to them. 

They both shake their heads like they can't believe how stupid I am.  I can't help myself but smirk.

I picked up the fork and started eating them. They were so bad I could barely swallow them , but I didn't dare to make a noise.  I finished the food, put the fork down and then glanced at Kade who was still glaring at me and then to Colin who smiled softly.  I put my hand on Logan thigh and squeezed a little, I don't know why I did this when minutes ago I called him a rapist and yelled at him.  I definitely didn't expect it but Logan took my hand  and squeezed a little in comfort. His thumb gently stroking my knuckles. He held my hand for a little bit.

" I need to go for a few hours then we will practice!"-Logan said and got up and kissed my head.

“ I'm sorry for calling you that,”- i say.

I know I shouldn't apologise, that I didn't say something that isn't true, but I'm not like them. I'm not the type of person who hurts people.

He sighed, his forehead touching my head

“ Never be sorry for telling the truth,”- he said, kissing me again and left.

At least he knows what he did is wrong even though he doesn't look at all affected by it. Or does he? Is he feeling guilty?

Kade and Colin left too, and I was all alone with Silas.

" Get up!"- he ordered and I got up in an instant.  I can tell that he's still angry.

He came closer to me and I flinched in fear. He took my hand on his and send shivers through my body. We went upstairs to his bedroom.

" Lay on the bed !"- he said and went to the bathroom. I don't want to have sex with him right now but I don't want to be forced too.

I layed down and waited for him. He came out of the bathroom with a cream on his hand.

" Lift your t-shirt."- he said when he was close to bed. I lifted my shirt and he brushed his fingers to my ribs and I hissed a breath. Then he put a little pressure and I cried out.

" From one to ten how much does it hurts?"- he asked.

"Six!"- i answered.

" It's not broken!"- he said and removed his fingers.

"I'm so lucky" It was a sarcasm and Silas rolled his eyes.

He opened the bottle of cream and put some on his fingers and rubbed them on my ribbs. It burned a little on the beginning but then I could barely feel the pain. Then he sighed. I lifted my upper body and sat on the bed. He was standing with his arms crossed over his chest and right now he looks so intimidating. I looked up at him to see if he was still angry with me but he's face was set on hard lines making it impossible to know.

" Will you ever stop pushing my buttons?"- he asks, his voice soft.

" Will you ever stop demanding my obedience in every fucking think?"- i answer with a question.

" No,"- he answered.  I held myself from rolling my eyes.

" You know, we live in a country that supports democracy,"- i say.

He scoffs.

" I don't give a fuck about democracy."- he said as he gently lifted my chin.

" You belong to me and you will obey me or help me God.." his words send shivers down my spine. A stray tear escaped my eye and he wiped it with his thumb.

" Everything could be so much better if you obey me." He lowered his head and his lips found mine.

He took my hand on his and we went downstairs. I thought we were going to go to his office where I would continue with my studies but we went to the living room and there was a man sitting. He heard us coming and lifted his head. When he saw us he got up.

" Silas, it's been so long!"- he said. Silas chuckled.

" Mike, good to see you again, my friend!"- Silas said and they hugged. They must be very close, because their smiles aren't fake. And I know Silas fake smile very well.

The man is nearly as tall  and broad as Silas and definitely as intimidating.