He glared at me again then sighed. He straightened my legs and layed down next to me. He put his arm under my neck, turned me so i was facing him and we hugged.
" Why didn't you tell me?"- he asked softly.
" You didn't ask me!"- i said because even though he asked if I am a virgin he didn't asked if I have kissed someone.
He stroked my check and kissed my lips softly at first then depends the kiss. Oh god, what is happening? I've been kissed by two men in less than five hours and I liked both of them. Isn't it wrong? Silas mouth feels hot against mine and his tongue is playing with mine inside my mouth. I've never been kissed like this before. When Carson kissed me I didn't like it that much but I didn't say anything to not make him sad. But Silas, he's fucking my mouth with his tongue and I like it. Scratch that, I love it. Fuck, does Stockholm Syndrome catch up this early? Because I have no other explanation.
When he breaked the kiss we were both panting heavily.
" It late, sleep!" - he said and tucked my head on his chest.Is he going to sleep here with me?
I could feel his warm chest against my cheek and even though he's dressed he still feels hot against me. And he's also big, so big. But I couldn't relax myself because I know what monster he is. Just because he didn't rape me tonight doesn't make him a good person.
“ Will you let me go?“- i ask in a whisper. His hand went on my head and grabbed my hair, not too tightly.
“ This is your home, better get used to it,”- he said and I wanted to say so many things but I was scared. Don't blame me, I'm not like those brave girls that you read in books who can fight and backtalk a lot. This is real life and I'm scared for my life. It's not one but four of them who hold my life in the palms of their hands.
“ Will you sleep here with me?“- i ask in a low voice.
“ Yes, so get used to us,”- he said.
That's how I fell asleep in the arms of my captor, my abuser. I should hate him and I do but I feel like I don't hate him enough. Why? I can't explain. The man terrifies the shit out of me and is so much older than me.
" Aria wake up!"- someone was calling me but all I wanted was to sleep.
" Leave me alone!" God I hate mornings. I prefer to sleep until noon.
" Aria wake up you need to go to school!" It's Colin.
" I said leave me alone Colin!"- i said to him.
" Silas said if you're not down in twenty minutes he will come up."
And look at me, opening my eyes quickly at the name of Silas. Colin smirked. I rubbed my eyes.
" What time is it?"- i asked.
" Six thirty!"- he replied.
" Oh god, why so early!"- i complained.
" Get up Aria right fucking now!"- he said harshly and I looked at him with shock. Is he yelling? Where's the Colin from yesterday?
" Jeez, no need to yell at me, Silas is more than enough!"- i said and went to the bathroom slamming the door. I took a quick shower, at least the bathroom is luxurious and I have some kind of privacy ,washed my hair, brushed my teeth and washed my face. Things could have turned much worse, me ending up in a cell and a bucket to pee. Thank god it didn't happen.
I need some skincare products. My face is dry. Then I got dressed in a pair of black crop top and ripped light jeans. Then I put my bag on my shoulder and went downstairs. I went to the kitchen, opened the fridge and took a bottle of cold water. A man was cooking.
" Good morning!"- i said. He turned and smiled at me.
" Good morning Miss. Breakfast will be ready in five minutes. Please go to the dining room!"- he said and turned to the stove. I went to the dining room and all of them there on their places.
" Good morning!"- i murmured.
" Morning!"- they replied expect from Logan . He didn't even acknowledged me.
" You know, accusing someone for manners when you don't have one is egoistic!"- i said to Logan. He didn't say anything.
" Rude and arrogant!"- i said but again he didn't say anything. He was drinking his coffee and looking at something on his phone.
" Aria!"- Silas warned and I shut up. Silas is dressed in a black suit, but yesterday he had a blue tie, today is white.
I poured myself a mug of coffee. What? Better take care of myself, since who knows this may be the last day of my life.
" Aren't you to young to drink coffee?" - Colin asks.
I shrugged " I like it!"- i said.
" Drinking coffee with an empty stomach isn't good for your health."- he said and I glared at him. I was going to say kidnapped and abused is good for my health but coffee isn't? Then I glanced at Silas and thought better of it. I took a sip of my coffee and it was delicious. Expensive coffee. Then the chef came with the tray of food. He put in front of me a plate with scrambled eggs and fryed sausage. Then he put in the middle of the table some french toast. I pushed my plate forward and grabbed a piece of french toast , but Silas cleared his throat. I looked at him.
" Eat your eggs, then you can eat that."- he said pointing to the french toast.
" I don't like scrambled eggs."
" And what did I said yesterday?"- he said glaring at me. I put the french toast down and stabbed the eggs a little too forceful. He's going to control what I eat too. Fucking bastard.
They weren't that bad. Almost delicious. I ate half of them and the sausages. Then I finished my coffee.
" Are we far away from school?"- i asked Silas.
" Thirty minutes with a car."- he replied. Shit.
" But don't worry, I arranged a driver for you."
I nodded, maybe I have a chance at escaping.
" Where's my wallet?"- i asked again.
" Why do you need your wallet?"- Silas voice came out hard. Is he fucking serious?
" Because there's a cafeteria at the school and I often go there during lunch."- i say. Then he took out his wallet and took out a fifty dollar, gave it to Logan who passed it to me.
“ I don't want your fucking bloody money,”- i yelled at him. The look he gave me was terrifying and after last night I believe he's going to hurt me.
“ I'm sorry, Sir,”- i apologized.
He didn't take his eyes off me.
“ This is your only warning for today,,”- he said and shivers went down my spine at the meaning. I took the money. The man is so cruel.
" That's to much!"- i said.
" Keep them for the week."- Silas said and I nodded.
“ Thank you,”- i said. He just glared at me. The man always glare.
I glanced at the clock on the wall and it was quarter past seven. “I should go,” I said and got up.
" Go get ready and I will notify the driver."- Silas said.
" I am ready!" - i said and they all glared at me , even Logan. Hello motherfucker.
" Go fucking change of those clothes or I will rip them!"- Kade said.
" Why, what's wrong with my clothes?"- i said to him.
" That's not how you dress for school! You don't go to school with ripped clothes!"- Kade said.
" Well I only have these type of clothes ashole, what you gonna do?"- i said to him. He glared at me for a moment, then got up and came to me so fast I didn't see it. He gripped my throat with his large hand and squeezed a little.
“ You should learn how to talk,”- he growled to my face and lightly slapped my cheek with his other hand. It didn't hurt but it was enough to put me in place.
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