But when i passed Logan to leave he stopped me by my arm.

I looked down at him and he looked up at me.

He is freaking handsome but I can sense that beneath that façade lies a monster waiting to get out.

" Don't you have manners, say good night before you leave!"- he said and his voice was so deep it sounded more like a growl.

I was surprised he spoke at all.

" So your tongue is still intact!"- i teased and he got up.

He was so tall my head was on his chest. How tall is he six foot five? He didn't say anything else ,just left .

Then I went to leave but Silas voice stopped me.

" I expect you to study until I come to your room!"- he said and I nodded.

Well, it's not that I'm really going to read but he doesn't need to know that.

Then I followed Kade . We went upstairs and turned left and passed three doors, the four was my room.  I'm still wary of him.

Kade opened the door and he went inside then he closed the door after I got in. He slowly approached me.

" What are you doing?"- i said and in an instant he roughly grabbed my hair and slammed his lips to mine.

I stood there, frozen as he kissed me gently then bite my lip and when I opened my lips to let out a gasp he put his tongue inside my mouth. I tried to push him back with my hands on his chest, feeling his hard muscles beneath my hand but he's like a bulk I couldn't move him an inch. But what surprised me more was the fact that I didn't feel disgusted, in fact it felt so good I started kissing him back.  What the fuck am I doing? He groaned and kissed me more roughly. Then he lifted me and walked to the bed. He laid me in the bed and his body was on top of me.  He broke the kiss and kissed my neck while grabbing my breasts and squeezing them, then he rubbed his cock to my pussy. This needs to stop, he's taking it too far.

“ Stop, please!“- i said as I tried to push him away again.

This time he did stop and he got up from the bed  and left without looking back. God what happened? I shouldn't want him. This is wrong. My brother might be fighting for his life and I'm kissing the monster that conflicted him pain. I should be ashamed .

I groaned as I got up and for the first time I really looked at the room. It was big with a big bed and two nightstands on each side. At the wall facing the bed was a big desk and on top of them were my books. I got up and winced. I rubbed my ass but it hurt more.

Fuck you Silas. There are two other doors, one on the left and one on the right. I opened the left first and it was a closet room. My clothes were hanged.  I don't have much and most of the closet is empty.  The only thing missing is my laptop. It's best that they didn't bring it. There are so many things in that laptop.

I specialise in technology and I'm a great hacker. But they should never know about that.

Then I went to the other door and it was a big modern bathroom. I decided to take a shower. After the shower I dressed in black short pants and a t-shirt and sat in the chair. All of my books were here.History is so boring. For one moment I thought about reading but i don't even know what chapter I should read.

It was past midnight when the door opened and Silas came in. At the sight of him my heart beated in fear. Me and him alone in a room may be the worst situation I've ever found myself in, of course except from the kidnapping.

" You done?"- he asked in a deep voice.

"Yes!"- i said, lying.

" Good, come on let's go to bed."- he said, then I noticed he had a tube of cream on his hand.

" To bed?"- i said confused.

He was not planning to sleep with me, was he? I got up and went to bed but I didn't sit .

" Take off your bottoms !"- he said pointing to my pants.

" Silas you said.." - but he didn't let me finish.

" I said I won't fuck you and I won't tonight, I'm going to put some cream on your ass so it won't be black and blue tomorrow."- he said.

" Oh !"- i said.

I misunderstood him but still. I stripped off my pants and lay on my stomach. My face is getting hot from embarrassment, I've never stripped in front of a man.

He came behind me and put some cream on his hands.

" This will burn a little!"- he said and put his hands on my ass.

I hissed, but when he started rubbing my ass with his hand the burning faded.

He took a deep breath then he slammed my ass to his crotch.

" See what you're doing to me. I have a hard on since the dinner!- he said and rubbed his crotch against my pussy.

I started trembling in fear. God, please don't.

" Do you want to feel good?"- he asked me and I turned my head to look at him.

" I asked you something?"- he said and I shook my head.

The kiss with Kade may have been good but I don't want Silas to take it too far

" Please stop,'- i said, but unlike Kade he didn't stop, he turned me on my back and pushed my legs open. My eyes filled with tears and they spilled.

“ Don't be scared, I won't fuck you tonight,”- he said as his hand went between my legs and gently he started rubbing my clit.

My breath hitched and he stroked harder and I grabbed his wrist with both of my hands.

He looked from my pussy to my eyes. I swallowed as I looked at him.

" Off the bed and on your knees!"- Silas ordered and again I didn't want to do it but if it saves me from being raped tonight I can handle it. I kneeled between his legs.

" Take my cock out."

I slowly unbuckled his belt, opened his pants button and pushed the zipper down.  It feels wrong but I don't care, and it's not like I have a choice, it's my mouth or pussy. At least my mouth has some experience and it's not like it's going to be ripped apart.I pushed down his boxers and took his cock out. Damn, my eyes bulged at how big he is. The fucker chuckled. His cock is nothing like Carson's the teenage boy I've been messing with. Although we didn't have sex , we kissed, I gave blowjob and he licked my pussy. But his cock was nothing against Silas. He is big with veins.  I started stroking him, up and down, up and down then licked his head and sucked it. Silas hissed. Then I licked his shaft and took him deep in my mouth until I choked.

  I took him out of my mouth and then gently sucked his head.

If he's satisfied he won't hurt me. At least he's clean and smells good. I took him again deep in my throat and took him off again.

He put his hand on my hair and took control. He started fucking my mouth and pushed his cock until I gagged. His thrusts were fast and I was getting wet down there. Fuck, I shouldn't, but no one has fucked my mouth like this. After a few more thrusts he pushed down my throat

and hold it there for a few seconds. I pushed his thighs but he didn't bulge and came inside my mouth. " Swallow" he ordered and like a good girl I swallowed his cum and licked him clean. Then he released me and put his cock back in his trousers.

Then in a moment his eyes darkened so much and he gripped me by my throat , lifted me in the air and slammed me against the wall.

" You bitch, you're not a virgin?"- he asked and squeezed my throat until I turned red.

Where did this come from now? His face was so close to mine and the darkness behind his eyes was on another level. Then he threw me to the bed so hard I bounced twice and coughed so hard. When I calmed down he came close to me and slapped my check so hard I tasted blood on my mouth.

He hit me in the face. He fucking hit me and I can't fight back.

It took me a minute to gather my bearings again, as my face is throbbing in pain. He hit me hard. I swallowed the blood in my mouth.

Tears leaked from my eyes.

" I didn't lie, I'm a virgin!"- i said crying .

" That's not how a virgin gives head."- he growled and I flinched.

" Tell me who are you fucking?"- he said angry. I shook my head.

" I swear no one. I had a boyfriend and we were messing but we never had sex."- i said crying. His eyes started softening but still were angry.

" And if I fuck you right now I fill find out your a virgin?" I didn't answer I just nodded.

He glared at me.

" Lay down and open your legs ."